| Come hear the song that bleeds from the gaping wounds of my broken heart. Come see the shards of my shattered hopes and dreams rip and tear me apart. Come see the world from my view, just hold my hand & I'll help you.The raindrops turn to teardrops, but they're not mine. The clouds are dark and the sun might not shine. The teardrops fall and pour like acid on my head, causing me to melt- sometimes I feel so dead. By: Rosy Fish (Mary) |
I have had several people tell me that I have people all over the world that care, so I just want to see where all of you are... Please sign my guest map! (even if you just visit here once!) 
Hi! Really enjoyed reading your blog! Feel free to stop by anytime! 
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13 (NIV) 
God Bless!! 
Just click on the links from my player, and it will take you there directly. God Bless. (geee...do I sound like an endorsement, or what? 
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....you know you're retarded when: 
...well, i think you get the idea now. ----- Do you ever get tired of the "Cutsie - whootsie" stuff? i don't. don't ya just love tagboards, and the opportunity you get to leave a little sunshine ? 
... and then there are days when you can hit them with a bolt of lightening...
. Which would you like today? 
this is "cutesie-whootsie" stuff by the way... - See comment for further explanation. Have a Great Day Cat! 
...Don't feel bad about not having many visitors lately -- My journal has practically been "DEAD": but I think that's soon about to change. It goes in SEASONS - just like anything else. Don't sweat it! God Bless! ~ your comment is there Cat. I have my settings arranged so that ALL comments need to be okayed by me first. I had some idiots targeting my little journal, so I had to put corrections in place! Luv you. Have you noticed less visitors since the summer came in? Ofcourse it's only normal, but i noticed your tag board looks about as busy as mine! You're in my thoughts and prayers! 
How r u doing? I'm tagging friends, to solicit prayer. I have to preach (literally) Sunday morning. I'll be thinking about you; my prayers are with you. 
I am stressed about work and that Justin is being a jerk and that he treats me like crap and everytime he treats me like crap I feel horrible about myself. I hate that I am so messed up that stupid arrogant ppl like him can upset me so much and feel so horrible about myself. I hate that I am literally so mentally messed up that my body is shutting down. I am afraid that there actually could be something wrong with me that is serious and I can’t even afford the medical bills that I have and wouldn’t be able to pay for it. I don’t even want to fight with a serious disease if I had one but everyone would hate me if I got sick and didn’t do anything about it. I am frustrated because I feel that me being sick is probably just my body shutting down because I literally don’t care anymore but can’t do anything about it. I am frustrated that I can’t afford the meds that I need. I hate that I have to take meds in the first place and that my mind is such a mess that I will be messed up if I don’t take them. I hate that there is nothing the doctors can do to help me. I hate that no one can understand what I am going through and that I can’t even begin to tell anyone because no one can handle my life yet I have to live with it every single day. I hate that I am a burden to everyone around me. I hate that I can’t have any normal relationships. I hate that I have told the people at work way too much and now everyone sees me as fragile. I hate being treated like an idiot. I hate that I am an idiot. I hate depending on other people because they always fall through. I hate that I am stupid enough to even try in the first place even though I told myself that I wouldn’t.
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